Just a Thought on God

For about a week now, God has been a theme of several conversation. One conversation was involving science and another family traditions . Both conversations leaving me with the same thoughts and feelings .

It's is said that God has a plan for all of our lives . Some say it's even perfect . According to the Bible , it's God will. 

If this is so , why give us the power to choose? I don't get offended when someone says God has a plan for me because I believe it . I just want to know why so many people think it's always the happiest or the one that ends up with us in heaven? Think about something. If he knows what we are going to say, do , think , etc. before we do then I feel that not all plans leads to the happiest of conclusions. Yes it is more likely that you will end up, as promised , in heaven if you live a Godly life according to his will. 

I live my life trying to be the best me I can , like most people. I'm kind , and respectful tho those that deserve it. I try my best to be a great example for my children and work hard to make sure they have everything they need , while balancing their wants . In short , I'm not a lazy douche bag that hurts others to get what he wants and doesn't care . 

I don't want to live my life constantly feeling that I'm not good enough or that I'm going to help because I'm not perfect . I'm happy being me and if in the end when it's time for my judgement God will be the one to do it and I will accept what he gives me because that is what I have earned . 

One more thing.....

To those that like to spread the word of God just remember that he has instructed you to deliver his word and if people don't want to hear it or accept it , you should just keep moving. Don't become a Bible thumping , oppressive, psycho religious fanatic!